.....mmmm.....long break from having anything to say....never mind.

35 and at a pivot point in my life, really so much that needs to change....so much that never came to be....people I never found....places I never visited.....things I didn't get round to doing.....all have brought me to this place in mind and thought, and leave me with questions that I've never asked of myself before.

If I am honest, and weigh up the balance, I have nothing that I own, my current debts though not substantial would not be covered by my "possessions", so I am "worth" nothing.....go figure. What is "worth" anyway, possessions, material things have no meaning in truth...they serve as distractions, but on your death bed you wouldn't be concerned with them....

I have saving graces which I am grateful for, and have the rest of this life to build something that is of real worth...there is always a way forward, even when your mind is in the darkest of times.....

I am finding that giving is the secret. Wanting, taking and having, leave you with nothing but a desire for more....never being fulfilled. Whereas being of service, giving to others, in whatever way that may be, is the true secret of living........in order to have, give.


Love, Light and Peace,
Eny.